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To Be or Not To Be....?

2008-07-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Evening darling~ How are you this cooling yet warm evening? (lol) I actually had my great time at college with the barbecue and even before that, the DRAMA >_>

July

4th ~> Class was great... Quiz wasn't that.. Had only 12/15 which i think was ok ok la... Seeing me that i only started last night *grin*~ Then later in the evening at about 5pm, went for this American Independence Par-Te (?) which was pretty cool but before the Par-Te, there were speeches by *wind blows my sisters curtain* <~ Eh? It's REALLY cooling tonight! XD Anyway, back to speech. It was by some American guy ^_^'' don't know his name... seriously. After that was a tiny play by sean (chua), nick (someone >_>), grace (the small), fook ning (the smiley) and jojo and her friend. It was kinda screwy because there was no planning. Not very surprised since it kept changing every 5 minutes... Poor Leit had to like, "Eh wait wait wait...! Here is when you ____ and then ____ before ____," and it goes over like 6 times.

In the evening, after all the speech and stuff, we had barbecue =3 haven't had it since MaMa knows when ~ Melmel, Yvey and I end up helping the Fayette girls since they were short of hand ^_^ it was fun; helping with the food unlike buffet and the food goes all over the place. After food was talking talking and a lot of talking. A nice performance (singing) by one of my juniors from high school, Aaron... or however he spells his >_< (so sorry...!) The talking was basically on the FIRE club thingy about how to make a little more money since we lost the bunch. Better known as replacing the lost =3 Next week same time same day is the Lecturers Day... Talking about that, i MUST collect the posters at the 5th floor since the receptionist was great! "Better by monday if not she'll ask 'why only they give me now etc," LOLZAH~ so thats good! XD i'll follow her plan.

After that was another performance by sean (chua), Leit (the small) another high school junior and Aaron. Was a nice one. I didn't know sean could dance! He never did in school! After that, shaking of booty time~ I really didn't and don't get why ppl are shy to move. It's just so hard to dance. I ended up pairing with Melmel. NOTHING FURTHER. WE DANCED *full stop* you nasty readers. Was really really good~ I don't have much reason to dance at home because i want a pair to dance with... T^T daniel fails in that >_> I LOVE shaking. Wish i had the motivation to just practice! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH... Yvey, Melmel and Iylia had to just dump me at 9pm and ten minutes after they left, i followed =3 (I WAS BORED, I HAD NO PARTNER.). And now i'm after my shower typing a whole short essay about what happened. Not everything, but better than nothing =3

It's not really about the dance and all but, i received a really sad sms when i was in news reporting class which i was already not feeling well so much so that i felt like leaving for home earlier and forgetting about the Par-Te... Daniel couldn't make it just now. He was stuck playing his CS. Sometimes i don't know if the game is more important than me. But yet i know its not. He loves me more than it (or i think) but he said its his last game he'll be playing... I really wished he would come. I really wish he was here. I see couples there just now cuddling a little and holding and a little touching and i was pretty jealous. Since he came back from Miri, we didn't get much chances to sit down and really talk. We ended up cleaning up my room or he'll end up sleeping all the time. It really hurts thinking about this now but i don't wanna keep it all inside either. I don't want him to come tomorrow because i don't want him to waste his money just to come over to my place for a night and 2 days then leave. Things aren't getting any cheaper and he's not working anymore.... I really know that he misses me as well but... Sometimes i just wanna be selfish and think that i have a point in what i say as well. He insist on coming over tomorrow but i don't know what time or when. He had his finals just now and came in 2nd. He wasn't very happy about but (whatever). Right after that he said he needed a nap. He's been working hard. I don't wanna add the burden...

I'm being very frank here and i'm saying so much now that i really miss him. Sometimes i sit down and wonder what these guys are thinking. I know they're missing their other yet they're like so ego about that (i realize that my sentences today is REALLY REALLY SHORT). I want a long relaxation time with him. The hugs and kisses. Hugs are good enough for me too. The confusion cloud is so above my head now. I don't him to come over tomorrow, but i want him to come as well. I want to tell him off but, i don't have the heart to. I want to cry, but i don't wanna cry at the same time.

Does he know how i feel now?

2008-07-03T21:20:00.004+08:00

Dear bloggie,

As you can see, i'm too lazy to update. More like, I had to wait for more up going things to update. Anyway, how are you? How'r things going? Cool? Great~

Holy christ! *checks past blogs* The last i wrote was May T^T

30th May ~> Freshies and Seniors party was interesting. Met ma old primary schoolmate Sandra Lee ^_^ she's great. Good for her really. And she's in the ADP XD the world sure is small. The interesting thing today, "You look really exotic," by a senior.

June

4th ~> Recruitment day for the FIRE Club~ Much more students this time but mostly, not being a racist but there are a lot of Indian members this time ^_^'' There'll be a prom in November as well this year~ can't wait for it!

16th ~> Because Intro to News Reporting class, we had to be reporters to write a news article. The great title, "The newest club in college". I chose Finance and wrote a swinger XD Hope it goes well... Went for a tiny press conference today ^_^ had to meet the PR Billy and Pres. Heng to interview them~

19th ~> Met Syam to give him his box of love =3 something i can be proud of~

23rd-25th ~> Nothing special.. It's the midterm. How fun can it get?? @_@

26th ~> Kung Fu Panda movie plan canceled T^T Fucking GSC doesn't allow booking of tickets at the counter anymore.

27th ~> Conflict resolution quiz postponed to 4th July... But the assignment, no delays nothing. Must be at college to hand in by Monday. Any later and you'll risk 2 marks each day. Phish =3

28th ~> Suppose to be a "Alamanda day out with daniel" but assignment assignment...

29th ~> Ok very much fucked up. Didn't get my sleep at all. I woke up from 7am and stayed awake till 5 am WITHOUT coffee >_> stupid CR assignment.. All this time i thought i was just REPLICATE! Never EVER trust your lecturer too much! Phish again =3

30th ~> I slept at 6 woke up at 7 x_x but i manage to make lunch for college... *walks into class* ... *half zombie mode* Jason sure looked happy looking at us (most of us) half dead o_x congrats~ phish phish~ =3 had to go for both morning AND afternoon class -> 9am to 5pm in college! drats oh and the club meeting as well.

July

1st ~> J.co~ Harts came in today... There goes good ol' Yum Yum's T^T it's like so terrible though. That means, i have to get up every morning to make lunch to college! x_x and i loved their mushroom and french onion soup WAAAAAAARGH... and daniel loved their milk shake... He didn't even get to try the last bit... Oh well. Life is just.

lalala~

3rd ~> Met peepee kor and rynryn and claypot online just now ^_^ had a great time but the nonsense sure brings back memories. We drink, we talk, we fuck. Life can never get any better! XD Oh and daniew's coming over tomorrow! x3 Can't wait for him to reach college and drag him to the BBQ party at 6pm~ (his class ends at 6 as well. Hmm....). Since they mentioned that booze MIGHT be served, might as well get drunk! After the quiz =3 (CR AGAIN >_>)

nights bloggie~ i'll update by monday if i try =3

p.s. love bubu~ (LOLZAH) reply my msges or die! WAAAAAAAARGH >_>

Dream a little dream...

2008-05-22T14:15:00.003+08:00

Dear bloggie,

I've been away for some time now haven't i? Yea.. Missing this little place as well.

15th May to 21st May ~> Not feeling really great even i was at my uncles old place helping them to pick and pack their things to move to their new place at Kemuning Utama Shah Alam from D'aman Crimson Kelana Jaya. For a condominium with only three members in the home (ah kuu, ah khim - husband and wife, and ah ma - grandma), they have as much junk as a family of 4 like mine O_o'' mostly from ah kuu's office. His LOADS of files and files and files! Be very VERY grateful these days that there's the existence of computers and their memory! He's now staying at his new place with his wife and mum in a gated semi-D~ Big big place... Not too big la but IS big =3 yet to continue the landscaping~

21st May ~> Ah kuu's b'day and was at his new place to keep ah khim and ah ma company and help them since there're still places to repair in the hse. Went there with mum since she was on her way to work~ At 6.30AM >_> *YAAAAAAAAAAAAWN* had a nap about an hour at 8 or 7 something because i was bored, and was very sleepy. Pris on the other hand was still awake. We changed shifts in the afternoon after lunch~ Which was instant noodles since ah khim didn't want to, or was it because of the workers? hm~ oh well. At night, we had our dinner at San Fransisco Pizza and ended up with b'day boy having his
iced lemon tea shared with a cockroach. This led to a nice new glass and a nice piece of moist chocolate walnut cake with ice cream~ No one made no fuss even b'day boy there for some reason. Maybe thats why he gets all the luck >_> no fair. Oh and ah khim gave me an old bottle of cheap-o perfume ^_^''' it was still full and i kinda liked the smell... so yea, she said yea sure you can have it. I used it like a coupl'a times and that was it. Yay~ Good ol' pizza~

22nd May ~> still not feeling great at home since i can't run to anywhere when there's hse chores do finish up T_T oh well... Daniel left for Miri, Sarawak on 20th May and had SOME trouble eh Daniel? Delayed his plane actually. Nothing great since the emergency was the break down of the taxi he was in. Hm... Not something you can predict. I'm so tired of everything really. No peace. I wish i was on a getaway i can relax for the holidays! College is too close around the corner and I'm close to no where to doing anything. My friends box of cards project is no where to starting. Just received the messages I'm suppose to write on this morning... Woke up late like always since i was not having enough sleep for almost a week. Or maybe a week. Never mind that. Whole big point is that i had a not close to fun holiday. Packing and unpacking was not too bad. Just a lot of work i had to do which i didn't expect at all. If i did, i might have gotten myself mentally and physically ready~ (okay that was a lie >_>)

I have to admit so much that i miss Daniel.. Although it's only the 2nd day. He told me not to cry two nights before and to be strong. Well instead of me, he shed some tears instead~ Poor bubu. I hope you kept him company there of my absence... BE a good little blue teddy okay? I love the both of you so much. I'm trying so hard to get a headphone with speakers! The one i saw at pyramid was 200 and above T_T the cheapest there was 35 bucks >_> forget plan A. I'm going to summit to get some good o' cheap-o's. They're always the best~

Holidays are almost over like i mentioned. At least something to keep me working and keeping the thought of Daniel away for several minutes works. I miss you Daniel I hope you're okay there at Miri. I'm pretty good here other than missing you and the holidays =p what? I love holidays too~

Okay, I'll see when I'll be updating this again. Not... toni... maybe tonight. I don't know. Now, weather, pls be fine. I NEED MY EVENING WALKS! I'M LIKE A WALKING- WHY IS IT ON CAPS? o_O I'm like a two legged walking pig! oh well. Will be dragging Nikolas my new found foster brother who i keep advising, Nikolas this, Nikolas that, Nikolas this again! and that~! Well, he needs help and i will help. They're basics~ Okay, I'll see you later bloggie. Bye~

p.s. Daniew =3

FINE~

2008-05-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Since daniel is not going to upload anything about anything, i'll be posting mine up instead. Went through his pictures and thought maybe i would throw a few here =3 hope he doesn't scold me! >_______<

there's the nerdy-derdy piccy ^_^ then the others~ then the terrorist looking (somehow) best man ^_^''' the the naughty orange head.... mmmmmm x3 oh oh! then there's also the baju melayu daniew x3333

hehehe... i love him so much ^_^ i hope he does too >___< (he'll defiantly scold me for this sentence!)

What's wrong with me O_o suddenly posting pictures of him and me>_> oh well. Most likely my first and last nonsense like this >_<

Night bloggie! And i love you daniew =3 and miss you a lot too... I'll top up tomorrow and get one for you too k~ hope you read this bloggie~

kA-cHiNg

2008-05-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

hey bloggie, sup? I know it's a little too early for me to blog since i'm always doing it at night. Time for a little change i suppose from my regular ol' self. currently enjoying a few songs my new foster brother gave me ^_^ one i very much enjoy is The Eagles' Hotel California. It just gives me the relaxing sea side image yet it also sounds a little sad... Oh well. Other few songs are Sara Bareilles' Love Song, Rob Thomas with Little Wonders from the 'Meet the Robinsons' and a couple of others.

It was a pretty nice morning since my dad got up about 8 today and we were in the air cond. room ^_^ It's just terrible when he gets up and start making noises when everyone is still asleep! "dadddddddy!" He was talking to mummy about football and the Man. U. won >_> whattahewl. Don't wanna bother. Anyway, got up about 9 when daddy was complaining that he was hungry...

Mummy was like, "you don't get up means no breakfast,"

Stretching, i answered her blurringly, "Oh duwan" LOL XD I just loved her reaction when i said that, "HUH?" hehehe...

Cleaned up and changed from pajama's to breakfast 'baju' *^_^''* then called mum to join us. Went to breakfast at... "Aunty Teresa's place" lol ok fine at USJ 14.

After we sent mum back, daddy had to go to the bank at Taipan to settle soemthing where else i wondered off to the hardware shop at the corner. Manage to find the glue gun i wanted yay~ And the refill as well. I thnik mel2 wanted it too. I'll show her the sample and see if she's interested.

The whole reason why i wanted to type out bloggie is because i'm feeling very guilty. For some reason, many people have spending A LOT last month and will be spending a lot this month as well. Sen Ee came that day and was complaining and telling us how much she has to spend on her kids and her house. Jin Hoe has tuition for all science subs, his teeth, his MIA watch and etcs; Not to forget dear Suet Leng or better known as Amanda Chan these days who also need to spend for tuition and her wonderful usage of correction tapes~ Not bad for a form one kid to use up 6 correction tapes which is not a very cheap brand for only ONE month~ weeeee~

Mum herself is spending so much now that she has to make new glasses for herself and dad since they haven't had a nice new one for maybe a years. Not only that but Ah Kuu is shifting to his new home and mum has to spend on new furniture as well... She took almost forever to choose a nice set (cupboard, bed, mattress, side table, dressing table) because, i would have to agree with her as well, she hasn't had the chance to choose a really good set and this is her not first but maybe the last chance to. We have Ah Jin ko ko as well who needs to spend on his college uni needs.

Ah Kuu, i don't have to mention that he's shifting to Kemuning Utama which is a semi-D and guarded~ Yea, we've been to his new house before its renovated but its on the way~ This summer, Ah Mun and i will be spending our holidays at his place ^_^ Before he shifts, i have to go over to his current place to help Ah Ma pack his shelf of books... But it's ok. Since i AM having my sem break this weekend ^_^ it'll be pretty fun to pack up anyway (to a bigger place >_>).

Oh yea i forgot about Daniel! He has to spend like all the money in the world just to have his, *ehem* projects done in a *EHEM* PROFESSIONAL way (eh daniew =3). We had a conversation where i was telling him how i would make greeting cards for my relatives or during festivals like CNY, Christmas or etc. He then commented me by saying that he has to do all his work PROFESSIONALLY. The spray glue thingy and some other materials as well. Show offffff... I was being cheeky and kept teasing him by calling him, Mr. Professional or the infamous name calling phrase i have for him *clears throat*, Mr. Professional-who-is-a-student-from-MMU-who-is-also-majoring-in-Creative Media-who-has-to-use-so-MANY-materials-to-be-PROFESSIONAL.Hehehehehe... Poor him. I just LOVE teasing him that way! XD Mmhm, so yea. He has to spend a lot as well this month since he's in his last sem as well and about to have his finals in about two weeks time.

Back to the main topic which is spending, and me being guilty. I PITY my father badly because he has to work like a donkey (no offence but it's just true) for us (family). He doesn't only pay for my mum's medical bills and medicine but her teeth which needs crowning because she WAS suppose to go but... And then Ah Mun because of her Karate, Pengakap uniform, etcs she need for school and a few other things i can't remember. Then there's my "ah maa" who's now at the Seniors Home who spends pretty much as well. Not to forget me who needs to spend for my college books, college fees. Talking about college fees, i really hate the idea of using PTPTN though... They are charging us for taking loans. Well thats normal. But those who are borrowing are rich buggers who would "accidentally" forget to pay back. This loan if for US who needs money to pay for our college fees badly. THEY have to make OUR life harder by doing this! FUCK THEM!!! What is wrong with the human species?? Fuck it.

My dad has been spending just so much last month and he just bought me the glue gun i needed to make Syam's cards... He's just not getting any younger and has to strive so hard just to pay for our expenses PLUS things nowadays are not getting any cheaper. What is wrong with the world? It's not that i can stop doing something that would save the cost! And the weather which isn't getting and colder is making things worse! We're not POOR but we just prefer to save cost by having only one air cond. in the house which is in mummy and daddy's room. When he thinks it's hot, we'll carry our pillows and blankets and pull the mattress' down and sleep together in that room.The air cond. has to run and so does the electricity bill.

I hate to see my family members suffer and to see my dad strive is worse. It hurts so badly that he works so hard and for his age which is 53 this year, he's skinny. He works so hard and rather starve for us and give us the food instead. What in this world did he do for him to suffer like this? It is just so unfair sometimes. If fact all the time. I love him so much and i feel so ungrateful sometimes. Especially now... I WILL and with all my strength that i still have will study hard and be someone when i get out of college so that he will be able to enjoy life when he gets older in the future, ONCE I GET OUT OF COLLEGE.

It's just sad that we have to work so hard nowadays just to survive in this concrete jungle; Where else some people out there would waste everything in the world without worrying that things would get rough not too long. I HATE it so much when people waste food and leave more than half or less because they don't like it or is already full. TERRIBLE HABIT! ARGHHHHH!

Thats all i have to write for now and maybe until tomorrow. Just feeling so pissed because of all these. God please protect daddy until the day he dies, for he will be strong, young at heart and be the way he is. Thank you so much God for protecting him all these time...! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Once bitten, twice shy...

2008-04-27T23:22:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

I have no intention to write anything here at first but felt like talking to someone or anyone today but everyone is either busy or they're just the wrong people. I won't post anything special tonight, just something i learned by accident. Of loving Daniel so much, i should have known better to keep my clicks to myself. The last thing that i would want to do now is to venture into his old posts before i met him; like what i did a couple of minutes ago. I didn't know i'd be this jealous when i saw him type about other girls. What more naughty bits and pieces of them (to and about). I was feeling down since the day before this week because i know that i miss him terribly and haven't had the time to be with him really close and talk to him about everything under the sun. That's, i suppose one of my very very bad habit. I love sharing with Daniel everything i know, see and listen. And when i don't, everything gets bottled up and i get all frustrated. It's not that i don't like sharing with anyone else but it's just me as a Scorp. I prefer sharing intimates with the one i really really love and it's just him. My mum has been grumpy since she was having her kidney failure. My dad never really listens anyway. Even if he does, he'll end up with a long philosophy... Which isn't something anyone would want to know >_>

Anyway, about the pass few minutes ago. I was bored and kinda upset when i found out that i was spamming and writing the unnecessary at the Gforum. I guess the only reason why i do is because i have been TOO comfortable with other forums that i spill everything about me. A very good example would be the AIC or atlantis info center. My family was there. I had Proyo as my elder sister or more like my mum ^_^''' although she was not that old. And she isn't! Then there's Alonq who was really like an along! DivineKid like a younger sister to me... Ravenmin who's my great old classmate and best friend... Kluang wasn't like my dad for god's sake! He's more like an uncle... Yea ^_^ the nice funny and jovial uncle i know. Then there's Tangerine or i call her tangy who's like a cousin because i didn't really know her that well but better than nothing. And of course Panthera Sapiens who IS my foster brother or i call, "Kor".

So back to my story i was talking about just now. Yes it was my mistake to treat somewhere I'm not familiar with as my own. My bad. But the whole point is that, i was bored, i went to the testimonial thread because i knew that Daniel was a great person at Gforum. He was and is so respected my many that sometimes i envy him (what the fuck is wrong with you O_o). I don't get that kind of respect from anyone; even my parents to be frank nor my little sister. Yea they love me, but not that kinda respect. Hoping that one day I'll get that. No one ever did say things like, "Yes i respect you" or anything related~ but what the fuck eh? I do respect myself and thats final (you jealous bitch).

I was waltzing through the posts about him and how good and great he was that was undeniable, but noticed different things instead. I knew that he was the perverted guy and so did everyone at ALL forums he went to. Eh, which guy is not anyway? ^_^'' Even my sister is XD okay okay yea. We all are in some point. So yea. Waltzing through and he was then, THEN flirting with some other girls at the forum. Kinky, very kinky words which then strike me. There went my jealousy vein, AGAIN... I never had this towards him actually. In fact told him that, "You don't have to try to make me jealous. I'll never be," Well, eat those words ya bitch! It kinda like yelled back at me >_> for some reason. Maybe i as stupid for being jealous. But i just... i don't know. I know it IS my fault. But i just hate to see it! I don't and never expect to see such things! "Oh she has WET PINK YUMMY LIPS" And that wasn't the first. Oh yea, "SEXcretary". And looks like i replaced her position! Geez who am i kidding. I just really really really really really HATE it. So much! That i am going through a pile of these! All because i was bored and felt lonely and a part of my heart was missing.. And now this.

It's been great going for the survey, had a play or two and slept. I just got home from sending him back to his uni by the way. I still can't get over that whole SEXcretary thing!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and maybe never will >_> (you jealous bitch!)

I know he won't lie and cheat me... But if you are a women, girl, lady, what ever, sometimes it's just insane if you think he won't, but it's also insane that you think he will. I hate being a human.... @_@ I know he didn't. It was posts two years back. It's just that i still can't get over those phrases! It keeps ringing in my head! I read a few and thought, "Nah, it's just his old friends," and read funny other testimonials and i laughed about it (OH FUCK THOSE NEIGHBORS OF MINE AT THE BACK WHO ARE SCREAMING AND SHOUTING AND YELLING LIKE CRAZY APEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!!! EVEN APES DON'T DO SUCH STUPID THINGSS!!!!) and when i accidentally encounter another, i just couldn't take it anymore. I suddenly HAD to burst into tears. And this is something i call my friends, 'jealousy outside the box' Thank you thank you~

Don't worry, plenty more to update on in the future days after my finals. Not very fond of them, never was. Never will. Just being same ol' Diane Shannon. Okay, off to bed now since i have nothing more to confess. Other than crying again (you cry baby!). Good night bloggie. I'll see when I'm done with this finals of mine. Oh yea and i have a party after the exams~ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ Hope it'll be fun! Oh and Daniel won't be tagging. He's got class >_> Booze'll be serve! Woohooo!!!!~ Night~

As busy as a bee~

2008-04-04T20:33:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

So sorry for not updating you! >_____< the only reason why was because i was a lil bee throughout march...

4th March~> Had my midterm for Principle of Interviewing and it sure feels bad... Not only that, we had to sit in the exam hall with dressing as 'Bank Customer Service Executives' (lolzah~) I was in the 3/4 sleeve blouse mum gave in pleasant blue stripes and my old cream colored skirt ^_^ Nothing special if i can remember...

8th March~> The infamous election. I wonder who I'd vote for if i could~

12th March~> Had to go to college for a short talk about Ocean Pollution by a lady from the MNS (Malaysian Nature Society) at 11am and that was it. Came home and ... *forgot* (>_>)

20th March~> Prophet Mu(/o)hd.s' = holiday = Daniel sleep-over~
21th March~> 1st day for Eng. Composition II class debate and Daniel had to tag along if not he'd be at home with mummy with nothing to do... XD so he followed and played his PSP like a lil boy ^_^'' Later after the debate, had some photo's taken by Melissa for for (fun). And these are apart of the piccies taken~ ^_^

22th March~> Had an outting with Ritha, VJ, Mel mel, Kak Iylia and Daniel. Got lost i=on the way to Mel mel's place when VJ got confused when Ritha was giving him directions ^_^'' It was a laugh if you were sitting at the back listening to the conversation... Then when we were all in the car (Ritha, Mel mel, VJ, Daniel and I), next stop, TIMES SQUARE! WOOOOOOOoooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooo~~~~~~ *LOLZAH*

Had a great time having breakfast at McD then walked around and followed Mel mel to the ladies to see her get her cosplay suit on~ Oh yea! There was the ACGC thingy during that day... No wonder- ok never mind... Anyway, after that, we went walking around and ended up at the event looking at other cosplayers and gamers. And it's time for me to be more cautious since it's Daniels' interest here; and instead of him getting lost, i got lost again >_> *lamelamelamelamelamelame* Found him again at the dota "arena" and he said he was there all the time (yea yea yea).

Walked a lil more and Ritha told me that i should cosplay as well. As who? Boo from Monster Inc. ^_^'''' They asked me to hold my hair into two pony tails and took off my glasses and made me say "Boo!" They were obviously amused ^_^'''' Then to the arcade we go~~

Walked even more and wanted to go watch a movie at the IMAX theater so yea, VJ belanje XDDDD well since he's the only adult who is working! >_____< So, we all watched 10k BC~ I can't believe Daniel said it was boring! And he SLEPT there! I felt like crying when he said that... I really thought we could enjoy the movie so much... *sigh*

Walked around, again (it's TIMES square. So, we should times everything we do) and stopped at the arcade, again. At 7pm, we all had to go back liao...

26th March~> This day is like really sad and frustrated, although it was the Intercultural Night/ Day event. We, the intercul. class had about 70 over student and were divided into 13 groups which then have to represent a culture or a country to exhibit their country and perform the culture. the culture my group and i chose was the Shanghai culture. I was the leader of 7 members including me.

Daniel couldn't make it. It was his full day of classes...

Had to rush to and fro from home to college to go steam the bao's because i forgot to bring it along with me the day before i was at my member's place.

So, was finally back at college and had to change into my clothings (cheong sam) and into my makeup. Before that, the two stupid indian girls who wanted to go to sunway pyramid to go get new hair pins. Fuck you bitches. Can't you go get the items earlier?? I needed man power and you bitches had to go! FUCK you.

Yea i was angry. But i didn't wanna ruin my mood. So, i carried my bags to the ladies at the 1st floor and changed. Once done, i (hate it when everyone is staring >_>_>_>_>_>) had Mel mel (who does most of my makeup for me and she does makeup for me when she's bored ^_^''') to apply my makeup. The eyeliner was the main attraction which means it had to be obvious, long and thick because women then would make sure they were beautiful and presentable. So when applying, everyone was already looking. When i had my blood red lipstick on, everyone stared. I was good at that when i have makeup on ^_^'''

The lift was full and slow so i had to walked down and so i did. That made more ppl look at me! But i had to choice. I had to work (manage my group and things) and talk and move at the same time. STRESS.

BUT it felt pretty good when the crowd came and asked, "Can i have a picture with you?" "Is it ok if i took a picture of you?" "wait wait wait! I wanna be there(picture) too!" I was the main attraction of the culture then ^_^'' BUT (again) i enjoy it more than being a bitch to order my group members around >_>

Before my own cultures' dance, i was to help the Burmese with theirs because they lack of a few dancers. Even Ritha was in ^_^ (yay i have company~~~!) But the problem is, i had to go back early the day before and they smartly decided to add in the steps. I was already exhausted and so terribly tired, they had to add in the headache by adding steps! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! But what the fuck. I made mistakes and i wasn't guilty about it. Why? Because they didn't inform us earlier about the new steps and had to put it in. Too bad too sad.

Then we had our performance, which was a simple and gentle chinese dance (which is will post it here when i get the file >_>).

When everything was done, we had a group piccy... If you see a tiny spect in black tee and light brown pants, that'll be me. If you don't i went to change~ XD

^ I look like i'm dying in the Burmese dance... And that lady in the Mexican ponco is my lecturer, Ms Padma (who's a pain in the ass recently in all my classes with her >_>)

Ok thats all the picture i'll show. I still have more~~~

Anyway, the event was fun but i hated the indian girls very much. They're always the MIA idiots. See what'll happen in the report.

27th March~> There's the forum presentation for my group today and well it sucks. Boring... What else. It's a forum.

29th March~> Skipped the AA sports day to go visit and pray ah kong. Had a great time with great food! WOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOoooooo~~

A cigarrete away, keeps my nausea at bay

2008-03-04T14:02:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

I'm being a good girl keeping up to my blogs and typing what i need to~ I have decided that i enjoy typing it like how i did in my last post and it's so much easier for not only me but anyone who visits 'bloggie'. Now lets see...

28th February ~> Had the forum in my Intercultural Class again... Ms. Padma's class is eating my lunch time this particular sem! Maybe because of that baby bump there that's pretty much ruining pretty plans she made. I was practicing on my Shanghainese song which i make it sound horrible (@_@ - i am so sorry and greatly apologize to the lady who sang that song!) from a Hong Kong drama and movie i think. Well, i was also told that devaki and ashwini (i hope i did get your spelling right >_<) pronounced much better than me >_> in Mandarin. I feel so loser like okay. They are Indians. Darker skin complexion than i am and they pronounce the words better. LOLZAH. But i speak English. English is like always, okay, eg, in English, we pronounce ten (10) like tan but in Chinese, ten is pronounced as TURN or, i don't know how it sounds like but it's just not TEN TEN. So okay fine, I'll go practice on the pronunciation and singing Mandarin songs some other fine day. Later after class and practice, we (Peggie and I) again had to go down to petaling street but this time we stopped at sunway pyramid to look for the chinese round shaped and square shaped fans (not the fold-able ones). And i went to buy some cosmetics at Elianto like foundation and eye shadow. One funny thing i realized is that, i have SO MANY blue clothings but my (or the only eye shadow i have) is PINK. Stupid me. So okay fine. I finally asked a lady to show me how to apply the make up on me. Surprisingly, she did.

I asked her, "Kak, kalo nak make up camni kan," then she butt in, "Make up service?"

"Mm make up service nie kan, brape eh?"

"5o ringgit,"
And i was like, "What the fuck" She's practically giving me free make up service. I'm such a guilty person >_> and when i asked Peggie about this and she said another thing instead.

"Why are you so worried? It's customers right! You're a customer and it's your right to ask. Since you're purchasing their items,"

And i though, "Yeah i know. It's just that, it's 50 fucking bucks weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei @_@"

But i did tell them that i would include and promote Elianto as a token for making me up (-> that sounds so wrong)

And so this is how i look after i reached home~ Still going strong~ XD

Once done, we moved on to Petaling Street with the Rapid KL. Slow, not efficient but pretty reasonable. Better than nothing is guess. When we were there, we manage to get a lot of materials for our booth and cherry blossoms. Overall, it was a fruitful day.

29th February ~> GOD SAVE DIANA! (american anthem) I had like one of the worse times i have in a car. Not say the wind in my tummy, nor the sweet (pungent) smell of odor and car perfume~! GOD GRACIOUS its cigarette's >_> I have never had such a terrible time other than my tummy being too hungry before in my life. Lemme be granny Diana and tell nice story. It all began when we had to do our Chem activity which was about pollution and we did on ANTI or better known as preventions. Ya know 3R? Reuse, reduce and recycle? Yup thats it. So, lil orphanage was at Paramount, PJ and Tania,the.. was it second eldest or eldest member in the group...? Never mind. We all know that she drove since her license work better and has a car. SO we hoo-haa at the orphy and thought kids 3 to 13 about recycling and reusing materials like card boxes and plastic bottles and yada yada~ The kids were at the brink of fighting @_@ i don't blame them. They ain't got no family. No one's got all the time in the world to tell them yes and no. Then when we are finished, pictures taken, they (memeber's) threw everything they can take back into the car and drove off. First thing they said was, "I'm dying for a cigarette," And i didn't know it'll be that bad.

The last thing i knew was, a smoked car. Three girls who smoke SMOKED in the car. The driver, passenger by the driver and passenger behind the driver! The guy who were with us was a lil nerdy. But i don't know. He seems to be cool about the smoke and all. NOT me. I was gasping and dying and fighting for air, FRESH air to breathe! And the best part is, i was the last person to get off the car >_> weeee.... I did tell Tania about it. I just hope that she did mind and i wasn't offending her nor smoking. I mean, Daniel used to smoke. Right? Whatever.

So, thats the end of orphy visit.

1st March ~> Darling Daniel came over to visit me... Took the bus to Parade (Subang) and walked over to the KTM station~ Walked back to Carrefour and had my brunch.. And got my foot all wet because Daniel decided to fill my life ad not let it be empty~ I don't get why i was pretty mad... Guess it's just the, "Girls hate getting messy when they don't want to" phrase. When walking was done, took another bus down to Summit (Subang) again (back to point A). Had our tea time at the AJ Cafe which is the same floor with Popular Bookstore. After a while, daddy called and he picked us up and back home~ WEEEEEEEEEE~ Okay thats it for today. OH yea and i got my cheongsam back! NOW. To loose weight. AGAIN!

2nd March ~> Nothing particularly special happened. Just had a call from Kor that was going back to singy again... Then at night, daddy sent Daniel back to MMU... Sad night. And that was it.

3rd March ~> Moral and Malaysian Studies only lasted about 45 minutes to one hour ++ Nothing much has been absorbed~ As usual. Went to Summit (Subang) and showed Haritha the shoe i showed Daniel that he said it looked ugly! HAHA! EEVERYONE said it was cute! As long as i feel comfortable in them. And i was told to slap you with the slippers since you don't know how girls think Daniel! XD Should i~?

Thats about it for about 4 days thats been running around. I'll post up more when i get my time and feel like i want to~ Nights bloggie... Sweet dreams ya! MMMMMMMMMUax

Dot Dot Dot

2008-02-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

YES. I have not updated this place for months (weeks actually). YES it's a horrid to know that i haven't. NO. I'm updating it now >_> therefore i'll just type them out by the days~
IMPORTANT DAYS ONLY

DECEMBER

25th Dec ~> Best Christmas after 3 years... Great dinner at Logenhaus, Taipan (USJ 10) and taught Daniel some basic how-to's at the table ^_^ then there was baskin robins for dessert~

JANUARY

1st Jan ~> Couldn't celebrate New year with him (T_T)... Don't remember why though ^_^''

3rd Jan ~> Went to parade and walked around then he came over to my house one last time before he'd leave for Miri and experienced my cooking for the 1st time ^_^

4th Jan ~> He had to leave for Miri since there was a long sem break... I was left alone T_T sad sad sad sad...

5th & 6th Jan ~> Had and did my college fashion show on how-to dress for different occasions like work wear to casual to evening ^_^ Melissa helped me with the make up since she was much more experienced than me and i have BAD eyesight therefore i need someone to help me with my eyes...

12th Jan ~> My uncle's wife's brother (uncle >_>) had his wedding and i was in my blue floral dress daniel bought for me ^_^ food wasn't great, there was about 40 tables.... whaddaya expect...

17th & 18th Jan ~> Had this thing called the popcorn day in america and we were to celebrate it as American Degree students so FIRE Club was to be in charge of selling popcorns. It was BAD. The next day was worse.

27th Jan ~> Daniel came back to MMU! *weeeeeeeeeee*

FEBRUARY

6th Feb ~> Daniel came over for CNY reunion dinner ^_^ had a great time although he had to came in the evening since he had class (stupid uni). Had to finish up all the cleaning and washing @_@ was so tired thank God Pris lend a hand!

7th Feb ~> ANG PAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~!! Gosh. I forgot what happened but i knew we (family) were at home and ah ma came over to visit us and ah kuu and ah khim after visiting mum and she had a bad headache. Why? Because she went to work on a public holiday early in the morning. Later that night she (mum) came over for dinner with us ^_^

8th Feb ~> Wanted to have Western lunch (sausages and hams and bacons~) and all but ah kuu called and invited us to his place for lunch and ah ma will be cooking~ Daniel had his 1st meeting with all my relatives and gambled. Yes we did win a lil and i was the one who not only supplied money for ah mun but also him >_>. Later that night, we had a lil more gambling at Jin Hoe's place where Jared couldn't stay long and in fact he lost a lot of money... Suet Leng or prefered to be known as Amanda now lost the most. Worse case scenario was "borrowing" some money from her dad ^_^''' Well her mum approved it so yea, the game went on. Anyway, daniel manage to get back about 14 bucks which was great ^_^ Tired and all, we went for mamak that night and sent the brother and sister back home and finally we ourselves threw ourselves on our bed! *snore*

14th Feb ~> Nothing great today... NO choc's, NO roses, NO emails, NO kisses and hugs... But, i did have a sincere Valentine greeting ^_^ that is better than nothing you know. When i was in college, i had to give out the chocolates that were ordered about a week before and i was the cupid dressed in a sweet white top and my brown mini skirt and my redish maroon shawl Kor bought for me for Christmas, my brown heels and my pink hair band i've had for YEARS (since kindergarten FYI) with my basket i had ^_^

15th Feb ~> The decoration of the Valentine Spring Dance Event~! Did that in the morning and afternoon then went back for a nap... Came back to college and changed into my blue floral dress (halter) then Melissa (again~) helped me with my make up ^_^''' Daniel was actually waiting for me at Summit because he manage to reach my college earlier but was a lil too shy to go into college i guess. I mean, i'd feel awkward myself to be wandering around in some college i'm not familiar of. Later in the night, did the "Pop-Yea-Yea Dance" then played some games and injured myself with bruises and fell like 3 times >_> don't wanna repeat it but yea thats all i'm gonna mention about this event. Didn't really enjoyed myself even though i had to say, "yea, i did" didn't wanna let my friends down. I did work hard picking bougainvilleas at the USJ 4 park (LOLZAH)... WE (Mel, Yve von and I, oh Haritha did follow but she wasn't well and kept us company ^_^''') So i did enjoy a lil can't say i didn't. Finally went back home tired and exhausted in Mr. Vijay's car (THANK YOU SO MUCH!). When i was home with daniel, i had to clean make up and all and he broke my Elianto make up remover cleanser! It's not on sale now anymore! T_T Oh what ever. Gives me the chance to try a new brand~

21st Feb ~> Went down to Petaling Street to get pictures and things for the Intercultural Night where our class is divided into 13 groups and these groups are to choose a country they would want to present at the lobby on the 26th of March. What my group and i (is the leader)chose was the Shang Hainese Culture~ Also means that we have to dress up in cheong sams and sam foo tops bottoms what ever that relates with the Shang Hainese culture. So, my members found their costumes and i just finally did (it's in the lower dates). I even bought the RED, BLOOD RED nail polish that the Shang Hainese ladies use to wear and pearl-look-a-like necklace (for 6.90!). I have the RED lipstick and all so yea thats ready.

24th Feb ~> Went to KL Sentral to meet my lil hamster and he was late... Always been but i know my skills when it comes to killing time XD I brought the curry mummy made and when he reached, we bought potato bun and he started devouring on it ^_^'''''''' he was telling me how great it is and how he loved it and why she never makes it when he's around ^_^''' well darling, i don't know really. After the meal, we headed to Sg. Wang and went hunting for my slippers and Cheong sam~ We finally found one when we were running around looking at shoes. It was a really sweet cheong sam that's blue with big floral prints that was VERY fitting and really shows my body curves and shape >///> it was daniel's great idea. But IF i were to get the L size, it'll be too loose.

So he said, "Cheong Sams are meant to be fitting and sexy. You don't wanna look fat in that would you?"

I looked at him and answered, "Okay fine..."

And when i was paying for the cheong sam (80 bucks! The greatest deal after the 6.90 ringgit necklace i bought! XD), "See, even the auntie (working at the stall) also said that cheong sams were meant to be fitting and sexy," he chuckled and teased me.

Well yeah i don't mind if i weren't that fat and duh she would say what ever to get customers!

So after all that and lunch we decided to visit Low Yat Plaza.

At about 5 to 6 pm, we went our own ways and left each other... He couldn't stay over because he's busy.. He had asses and projects and classes... And CS practices >_>

Had dinner at mum's place with ah kuu and ah khim and ah ma ^_^ then went home and spent my night online.

27th Feb ~> Had the "postmortem" about the Valentine Spring Dance and meeting for the AA sports day. Listed down the things we needed and manage to buy cloth for 1.80 per meter ^_^ at nagoya Carrefour (how'd you spell that >_>) nothing special today.

It's 11.06pm now and i have 2 reports to write and a poster to finish up by Sunday >_> how hectic can life be. This is the most hectic sem and time of my life i ever had! It is pretty fun but it's just tiring. I've been in college for the whole day! @_________@ Oh well. Time to get some rest and get up early to make breakfast~ Bacon and ham sandwich~! WEEEEEE~ (saves cost and time waiting for the food)

Night bloggie... *cough* I'm having a terrible cough now and my throat is drying up thanks to the fan which is right in front of me >_> Sweets bloggie~

I miss you daniel and i really wish you did have credit but, oh well, doesn't really matter anymore ^_^ Just waiting for this sat~ Love you so much and night night~ ^_^

P.S. i said 3! NO 4 NO 5 NO 6 AND ABOVE. And if you're gonna say anything, you can keep that cheong sam with you in the cupboard forever! >________<

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

2007-12-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

THE EXAMS FOR THIS SEM IS FINALLY OVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER~ XDDDDD YAY...

Had a tough time writing yesterday. Don't know what's wrong but the hand was in pain writing the essays. Had my interpersonal communication and maths (T_T) on Monday, then on Tuesday was basic composition and political science. On Monday, there wasn't any essays at all. Where else on Tuesday, both papers were flooded with essays~ For my basic comp, i was only suppose to write less then 500 words. Wonderfully, i wrote 606 words. Great. Ms Padma said, "If you were to write more than 500 words, i won't read the remaining ones,". Yay.... I'm so dead -.-

For my Political Science, Dr. Steven told us to write at least 2 pages or no marks will be given and everyone in the hall went, "HUH???" so did i~ In the end, i wrote not only two pages but, 3 and a half pages or more -.- weee~ but seriously, it was fun writing all the way ^_^ and thank God my hand writing was nice! If not, it'll be, "good luck Dr. Stevens!"

After the exam, went down to the 1st floor which is the cafe to have a light meal, but bought coffee instead. Blue Mountain's the name of it ^_^ ice blended coffee~ it was nice! really~! hehe.. thanks aunt Marie! She's the lady at the cafe. A really nice and sweet one. She'd always call me 'pretty girl', 'sweet girl', all those nice praising names ^_^'''' good lord am i even so? But i do treat her real nice. I'll wait for my turn, call her aunty and smile like i always do ^_^ but i never expected a really sad part of her life. She's a widow with 6 kids. Her eldest is 20 sitting for the STPM now... I didn't really believe it and i stood there at the counter with one hand in my jacket's pocket and one hand holding the cup while she was preparing food and drinks. She was cheated by her husband and he left her and the kids for 20 years already. She actually ran away from home and left her family, and she doesn't have a clue where they are now... She told me how much she regretted her life and told me never to trust man too much. I knew how bad she felt *sigh* poor lady... She also told me that he was a bomoh, so he must have tricked her into getting married to him. She even showed me scars where he actually bashed her up every night when she was staying with him! That fucking bastard! Well, God should know what to do with men like that! >_____________< To hell with you! Whoever you are! I felt like crying when i heard her story.. And i knew she had tears in her eyes when she was telling me her story... Oh well.. God bless this poor lady. She's really nice ^_^ "Aunty more mash potatoes! XDDD"

Ok, now to the clearer part of life. Got a date with Jared to go shopping on this Friday at pyramid~ weeee~! XP then with pris and daniel... Then on Saturday, going to Alamanda to get the perfume daniel wanted so much.. And the perfume is for me. A little lol right? Anyway, after Alamanda, it'll be sg. Wang then to Low Yat. Then Sunday i have to be a student helper for my college's ADP graduation day. Oh well. Haven't even found a nice formal dress to wear... The dress, or the kebaya? If kebaya, the sarong too tight already la T______T put on weight already... so sad... If the dress... dunno la... >________< I don't even know what to wear! like my mum would say,

"Don't wear anything. People would be happier that way~"

"OMG mum..! >_______________________<"

What ever la! See la if Pyramid, Alamanda, Sg Wang and Low Yat got anything nice~ ^_^

Today, have to get most of the hse chores done~ ^_^ yay... lol. What's so fun about it. Oh yes. Iron clothes~ And yes! I need the eye shadow! Almost forgot. Need to update my check list... I think that's about it. Yea. College, have to worry about next month la yea. SO now don't bother yet~

Nikolas invited me to his b'day celebration on the 13th of Dec at Parade Shakeys. Most likely going... What present to get eh? Hehe.. Shopping complexes la what else~ so many things to choose from there XP

Ok, see ya bloggie ^_^ I'll update it when i can ok?

deev and hedge ^_^

2007-12-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

other then a lot of exams and assigments to finish up, i manage to adopt these two cute lil creatures ^_^ a hedgehog and a hamster. Hedge the hedgehog and deevon the hamster. WHAT? I ran out of names. Besides, daniel's always been such a hamster to me ^_^ mwahahahahahahahahaha~~~~~~~! Ok ok fine i'm sorry >_< but it really is cute! Talk about brownish gold hair daniel~ XP ok so that's about it. Night bloggie. Take care~ ^_^

P.S. DANIEL WHERE ARE YOU?? >___________________<

Blue

2007-11-27T21:13:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

How are you my dear bloggie? I'm doing terrible. My exam is next week and i'm not very much prepared yet for it. Sadly, i MUST start working on it by tonight which i AM currently doing. Well, lets not bother about that yet.

To the topic i would wanna start is about daniel's hang over my place recently. He stayed about 3 days and two nights here this time ^_^. The friday itself, we were actually suppose to go to Midvalley but change of plans. The 1st plan was this,

subang ktm station -> kl sentral -> midavalley -> kl snetral -> shah alam.

Ok, why it was planned like that was because he had a CS match and practice with his fellow mates in one of shah alam's cyber cafe somewhere behind Giant Hyper market. Because i wanted to see him play so badly, we ended up all over the place with funny funny plans for friday. So, the original plan was then changed to this one,

subang ktm station -> kl sentral -> sg wang -> low yat (how you spell it -.-) -> kl sentral (again) -> shah alam

See how confusing things can sometimes be~ Anyway, at low yat where it was pretty crowded, daniel was busy looking at the cameras and all and i was a lil bored so i walked a lil further where it was more quiet and spacious. But because daniel knows that i haven't been in KL for a grandfather grandmother long time, he freaked out when i wasn't at his sight. Though he did try calling me for almost ten times, digi who loves him so very much didn't allow him to. Because he's so afraid and panicked at that moment, and the point of loosing someones elder daughter, he almost called MY father to inform him that he lost me in the plaza. So i walked down to where he actually was a lil lower and he gasped when he saw me. It was very very interesting when i saw his expression, "GOOD HEAVENS I FOUND YOU!" and hugged me really tight. Since that day onwards, poor ol' daniel'll never let me out of his sight. He was so worried that his heart was crying badly. That poor creature. Thank god i didn't decide to walk a lil further to a boutique.

After walking around in the plaza, we walked around in sg wang again but it was so boring we ended up back at kl sentral and finally had only buns for lunch. Pity us... That was also in the train because there isn't anywhere else we could find a proper sit to sit and eat! Oh yes, and the Body shop perfume, remind me again. It's lotus! NOT rose. I think rose is a lil too pungent.

Finally, we were at the shah alam ktm station waiting for a friend of daniel for the match and ended up in the cc. The game he played wasn't to what i have expected. He played pretty badly that day and he blamed it on the lack of sleep which i would also agree to because he really had not much sleep at all for the pass few nights and days. Asses really kill ppl... The amazing thing he told me was about his bunch of friends who were in good behaviour that day and he was the only one yelling around because for a normal game where i usually am not around, those fella's would be screaming their heads off cursing one another. But surprisingly, they were all good boys at their own seat taking glances of me (not so polite eh?). But what the hell ^_^ i enjoyed myself sitting there with daniel while looking at him getting killed. That was the only part i did NOT enjoy at all. At one point, his score was the worse! >______________<>_________< oh well.. I did tell him to buck up in it. The other very interesting part was when his friends were telling him to pay attetion to the game and not me who is by his side ^_^''' what was MORe interesting when he went to the toilet and came back, his friend actually asked him if he masturbated in the toilet ^_^'''''''''' looooooooooool to that. His great reply was, (translated) "she's here with me. Why should i even do it?" for those who are old enough to understand it, good for you. Everyone looked at me for a moment or so. lalalala... -.-

After the cs match, my dad was about to pick us up and he had a visit to Giant for a lil shop for daniel's groceries. His socks, his slippers, his ice cream ^_^'''' he was asking for it ever since he saw mcd in kl sentral!

When we were back home at my place, we cleaned up a lil and had dinner then i forgot what we did after that but later in the night we got a lil dirty and so on~ lalala~

The next morning, i was too tired to go to the morning market because i stayed up late the nights before and i have a forum later in the morning about 10am. So ladiladida~ we cleaned up, had breakfast and was ready to go for college. His 1st ever visit to segi subang jaya ^_^ and as lucky as he gets, the security guard did not ask for a student card from him. We were JUST on time for the forum and unfortunately, we had no other place but to sit in front. Daniel was falling asleep almost every few minutes. That darling. He not only didn't have enough sleep but the forum has made it even harder for him to stay up...

Finally after the forum, we went over to summit to have lunch which was mcd and i had mcfillet and he had his mc deluxe something something if i'm not mistaken. Before that we actually went to the cinema and booked two tickets that we were suppose to watch - Bee movie. But because i didn't wanna watch it without my sister, we decided to watch HITMAN~! WEEEEEEEEEEE~ Nice movie ^_^ and i loved it~ after the movie, we walked around the building and went to Point B and we were looking through the dresses and clothings and daniel spotted a dress but i looked and the price and told him that it's far too expensive (RM 199 before dicount). Anyway, he made me try the dress which was a halter neck~ my favourite actually and he didn't knew it. I really didn't want him to buy it for me yet i loved it and the colour was sweet and all.. and the flare of the skirt really is lovely. I still love the expression on his face when i came out of the fitting room XP after changing back to my own clothings, we went backto the sales girl and she asked if we wanted it. Daniel looked at me and said, "ambik jew" like okkkkkkkkkkk... ^_^''' i didn't expect him to buy that dress at all! After discount it was, RM 139.30 (30% off). But i loved it so much... Thanks daniel.. i really loved that dress... ALOT!

We were finally done with shopping and went back home for a nice rest. Dinner was at a chinese coffee shop where my family would usually go for dinner ^_^ nice food there. It's not so noisy and crowded and thats why we like it. Once we were done, home we go and after that i really forgot what we did -.- seriously.

The following day which was Sunday, we had Bak Kut Teh for dinner, daniel and i. Pris was too full from her tea time she had because she's following karate classes now ^_^ yay for her~ (and she'll bash me up one day... T_______T). We had to go to summit again. But this time just plain walking around the place and lazing around. Nothing really special and interesting on that sunday though. Finally have to pick daniel's stuff and drop him off at his uni's hostel.. It was a sad thing because i knew that i really didn't spend enough time with him and miss him alot now.. Oh well. He'll be having more cs matches these few days because of a tournament on this coming saturday and sunday... Which also means less time to sms and call... *sigh* oh well. After this, to finish up my ass(ignment) and get my exam done with. AND out shopping with daniel and maybe even another round with jared because of me as a student helper on the 9th of Dec in colleboration with the ADP Graduation day. Day is fine but the night, i need to dress in formal and of course, i'd wanna look really good myself~ It'll be my god mum's orange kebaya ^_^ though i did hope i could wear my aunts white one.... Anyway, good night bloggie. Sweet dreams ^_^

Daniel, if you were to read my blog anytime later, i just wanted you to know that i was a lil hurt about the present issue we had and i forgive you. I don't know why i forgive you but lets just call it off. Love you lots ok? Night.

Mwahaha... (has nothing to do with blog)

2007-11-22T11:31:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

FORGIVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE for not blogging for such a long time. I've been busy in bed recently... Kidding. I was having so much work in college and the exam is just like one week from this week and it's so hectic suddenly! I've not even finished my Political Science assignment about Cuba and the summary i'm suppose to give yve von by today... The sad case-ness... Oh well. Anyway, had problems with the ptptn form and was not allowed to take my exam docket because i have not give in my form and therefore i'm not allowed to take my stupid exam docket yet... -.- *sigh* had to rush here and there about the college and now i have to go open an account at Muamalat Bank just for that fucking loan! WHY?? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY must it be so complicated. Well i can't really blame them in a way but, why only one bank?

Jeez never mind that. What's more important is that i bought a hoodie for pris! WEEEE~ it's maroon in colour and i think its real sweet ^_^ yay~ i really really hope she liked it though. Now i'm considering on getting another one of my own. Since i'll be going, "eh pris, you're not using right? Borrow can?" and that's not very right so i'm still considering. But i also wanna wait and see if there's anywhere else i can get another hoodie some where else but i'm like, so wanna get that hoodie now! (what am i even typing out)

After the hoodie, i waltz around summit which is next to my college to look for a slip or a peticoat for my lovely laced dress ^_^ it's so pretty yet so transparent.. sadly, i can't just walk out in public with that. Need to ask my god mum to help me look for it. Better yet, daniel's coming over to my place again and we have planned to go to midvalley this coming sunday~

And since i'm in "daniel" topic, might as well rewrite the whole story ^_^. Last saturday night, my dad drove all the way (with the whole bunch in the car which includes my mum, sister and i) to daniel's hostel in cyberjaya and picked him up to sleep over at my place since it would be a lil problem having him take the train and bus all the way here to subang and it's not every efficient NOR cheap. We had a nice time lazing around in the hse and talked ^_^ and my sister enjoyed herself even more by snapping pictures all around the hse from me to daniel to my mum and dad to my mum's car and her garden (that looks like a jungle now because the gardener dissapeared for some good reason) to etc etc etc. Daniel on the other hand did not miss anything out as well. He had a scrumptious meal at my place. My mum's cooking has never failed before~ mwahahaha~ Love you mum ^_^ Spaghetti for lunch and a few dishes of dry curry chicken, stir-fry french beans, daniel's fav - steam tofu (and the reason why he doesn't like it was because it was very blend. Why? because we didn't use hair bee- dried srimps) and that was about it for dinner la i guess ^_^''' the best part was, there were left overs for both meals and my mum thought that since daniel can really dig in, might as well just give him everything. SO, we packed everything up and reheated it and put them in a nice paper bag for his supper and what ever meal he wants to make it. So happy him! Good food, good night~

Now for the current news~ I just bought a new nail polish colour! It's plummmmmmmm~! From elianto~ And i love it. So does my mum. hehehe.. And i was naughty enough to apply it on her toes yesterday evening after i had my shower and i was doing my own toes XD

"I look like a prostitute," she said when she was getting off the bed and looking at her coloured toes.

"Yea and those women who colour their nails pink and red? What are they huh?" i giggled.

Hehe.. I'm so mean and even suggested to paint her nails as well!

I'm so glad i did buy the colour i wanted and happy with ^_^ and the hoodie... come to think of it, the hoodie and my nails are alike! Sweeeeeeet~ ^_^

"BE SMART, BE ALERT, BE SAFE"

2007-11-13T09:33:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

I hate it when i can't upload my blog! The pain! Ugh~ Never mind that. SO, what i was about to say was, i had a really great time last sunday which was on the 11th of Nov where i had my third date with my teddy bear and spend my whole day at Putrajaya and Cyberjaya. It was about eleven when i met up with him at the KTM station in subang jaya (ok fine i admit that he was nice enough to pay several fares for the train and bus~) to KL sentral. From there, instead of using the bus, we used the KLIA transit which was something not recconmended for students nor working ppl... And stopped at putrajaya sentral. I thought it would be fun to have a personal guide to his uni at MMU so we took a bus and visited his uni before hanging out at Alamanda where we were suppose to be heading 1st~

At MMU where it was quite deserted and HOT (terrible weather there >_<), i went for a nice tour around the building a lil because it was big and i didn't intend to walk around the WHOLE building and i need to save the walking now for Alamanda to shop~ At the boys blocks of hostels, teddy bear showed me one of his friend's room (baha - "how ever you spell it" who is a.k.a. the parent involve of teddy's hamsters) but he was sleeping. Too bad for him because the group of guys were looking forward to meet me. Bahaha.. Finally, we left the uni and our next stop is putra sentral because it's the only (maybe) way to get a bus to the shopping mall. After a nice long ride of buses and trains, we were finally at the mall! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ Forgive me my womenly-ness~ There, we had our lunch at A&W and teddy bear "tried" my coney dog and left me a tiny bit! ARGH! There went my lunch! After lunch, we started walking and walking and walking and what i do best, window shopping~ The long walked made lil teddy tired so we sat down and talked a lil and he wanted to see my hand phone so much, i actually had to hold onto my bag almost all the time! YES, i know i'm alot smaller but the fact of you bullying me just because you are bigger isn't very fair either! "give it all you got" says he everytime when i try hitting his is just not right! The unfairness i get! At about five, my sister sms-ed me and told me that they're in the building and meet her at MPH (the only place you can find her if there's any bookstore). We picked our asses up and walked to the bookstore then met her and joined the reading spree. In five or ten minutes, i saw daddy~ D-D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *hugs* ok never mind that as well >///<

We strolled about the buidling and had our dinner at The Chicken Rice Shop then to the other side of the building where D-D parked his car and drove off~ One loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong tiresome day at Putrajaya did wear me out ^_^ but i enjoyed myself.

And that was only sunday. On monday, i had class like everytime of the sem. 9.30am to 1pm - Interpersonal Communication then now for lunch! I ordered a nice bowl'a mash potatoes since i was craving for it already. It usually comes in a huge amount (ngehehe i know the lady at the cafe~) but yesterday, things decided to change...

"How much did you pay for that??" a malay friend asked.

"5 bucks," i answered lamely.

"Fuck! I can even make my own!" she exclaimed.

"YES fuck i know... But it usually is BIGGER," i sighed and finished the bowl of mashed potatoes up. The malay friend of mine left and in ten minutes, she came back and sat beside another chinese friend of mine who was eating a more reasonable price-d meal which also costs about 5 bucks but had two sausages, an omelet, two slices of whole meal bread with margerine and a scoop of baked beans T_____________________T

"You're full?" nad (the malay friend of mine) asked me.

"You've gotta be kidding," i rolled my eyes and smirked.

"Are you joking?? She finished that bowl'a potatoes in less than 3 seconds!" yve von, the chinese fried of mine who had a better meal exclaimed a lil.

"...."

Ya' know, i think i'll blog more in my next post ^_^'' this will never finish if i continue typing~ And i have class later >_<

good grief...

2007-11-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

It's only nine at night but i already feel tired but i'm too lazy to lift my fingers off the keyboard. I spend practically the whole day just cleaning up my whole room, very thoroughly. Took out every single book of every corner and every box of every box and vacuum every dust from the floor to the ceiling~ *sigh* ^_^ and now, it looks so much better than before. It looked awful the day before i packed everything because i digged everything out of the boxes and left it on the floor.... bad idea... BAD idea... Anyway, i'll be mopping it then it should look as new as it used to look like. YAY~!

I have been having quarrels with my whole family since yesterday. But only at night which makes me so puzzled. I do hope it doesn't happen tomorrow night though. Gotta make things cleared outta the way like my room ^_^

I should call it a day now. Better get to bed by eleven. Gotta get up early and clean up the hse before sunday! I won't be home on sunday~ Gotta date with my teddy bear and i'm kinda nervous ^_^'' now, i'm not even sure if i'm looking forward to it or not! >_< nope. Not gonna bother about it. I'll jsut go and have fun. SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP~

Nights~ sweet dreams~ ^_^

oh that's just great!

2007-11-08T15:19:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie~

The whole family was in the room. I had to sleep in my parents room last night because i'm in the process of cleaning up my room, thoroughly. My dad was wonderful enough to wake us (sister and i) up by switching on the radio with an indian station inconjuction with the Deepavali celebration we have this very day. I reached for my cell phone which has always been beside me even in my own room. Groggly, i opened my eyes and noticed a msg, but it was actually more appropriate for me last night saying, "good night". Anyway, i got up and we were all ready for breakfast after half an hour or so. We finally went out for breakfast with my god parents who are also my eldest aunt and uncle but they only have a son who's now 24 so we (sister and i again~) were adopted when we were really young.

We were home about ten in the morning and decided that i should give him a wake up call since his class would start in about an hour. Because my credit decide to die so soon, i couldn't use my own cell but had to use the hse phone instead. It took me about a dozen times just to get through! Good lord! So, manage to get him out of the bed and cleaned up for class. (yay~)

Nothing interesting happened throughout the day but i manage to get online again at about twelve in the afternoon and had a nice chat with my old classmate and ex-bf and azam and alonq and penelope and naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat; and daniel came on when i was downstairs busy cooking rice.

"Online naw" the sms wrote.

"Yay!" i thought and ran up to my sister's room where the computer is and sat on the stool breathing heavy and fast. Not a very good idea rushing into the room...

I had my chat for practically the whole afternoon and it's already 3.34pm now. I actually skipped lumch because i was too busy listening to the Diana Krall and her jazz love songs and replying dear friend's msges in msn and ym. Looks like i'll update this one later in the night when i get more things to talk about... I'm too hungry to think of anything now though XP

It's 8.04pm and in my sisters room again typing this and in the middle of a nice quarrel with my sister. Why, the computer is one then there's allocation of jobs. She's gotta compare everything with me! I'm 18, she's onle 13! What's so nice to compare?? When i was at her age, i had to do most of all the hse work in the hse and what is she doing now? Washing of dishes, thats only for at night. When i was 13, i had to do ALL the washings whether it's in the afternoon, morning nor night! Then the, com, she just used it for God's sake! I just wanna use it for a while to fill my blog then chat with a couple'a my friends at ym and msn. And she's got nothing to do but to blame me. OH forget it...! >_<

my first

2007-11-07T23:33:00.001+08:00

my 1st blog. And my sister has already done more than a dozen~ Oh well. The best is yet to come in the future